unfortunately...?
ive fallen back into a dangerous sleep cycle.
and with only 4 hours of sleep, I decided to go to the beach.
2 months in to the summer and today was the first day I've worn a bathing suit.
the day started out pretty rocky, outside of my lack of sleep,
but it quickly turned into one
of the best days of my life.
i grew up in south jersey, so all i knew for a good 8 years of my life was the Jersey shore.
we went to the beach every weekend of the summer, and every night in the winter (when the weather would permit). And we'd have so much fun. just the 4 of us. oh...and the dog.
but slowly, my life as i knew it began to disintegrate and so did our beach days.
Daddy moved out. Mommy went to rehab and my brother and i were shipped off.
i still remember waving bye, vividly.
All we had with us were our memories, and THEY just left me with nightmares.
i strongly disliked the beach, until today.
we had so much ffuuun. because DUH! it was just the 2 of us.
I swallowed a retarded amount of saltwater, which does nothing for your skin or throat!
shit is soooo nasty. i almost threw up like once.
lol.
i really enjoyed myself today: it was such a relief to
just CHILL.
she was digging hole. =]
me watching her dig a hole. =]
me in the hole. =]
mysexy.
the cutest thing id seen all day, he was having a chill day with his father.
they were playing tag.
To discover the truth about it all.
covering herself in sand.
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