in more ways then one
ive become a different person and i kinda dont like it.
i said shit with little to no regard
and NOW, its like..
suddenly i have a filter.
its irritating.
Down to the smallest things,
im always thinking thinking thinking.
needless to say, other peoples actions
dont dictate my operations
but here is where i find myself conflicted.
Thinking, for me, before I act on something
is debilitating to my final result.
I was more stable when i wasnt using my brain.

THEN, i didnt have the ability to concieve or imagine.
only the balls to DO.

Now, my own mind leaves me bamboozled and trapped.




i want that back.