proven fact: no matter how hard i try.
no matter what steps i take to achieve and maintain goals, there will always be a gliche in the system. always something to remind you that you are ever so close to nothing.
With a headache behind my left eye and a pain piercing the back of my skull,
Im cold and confused.
I am numb and jet-lagged.
caught in between jealousy and intellectual stimulation: Ive been outcasted.
why do they hate me so much?
why does the red light behind their eyes shine so brightly whenever im around?
Glare so deep, im blinded before i even turn my key to the knob to enter the room.
How they rage in their glory of bullshit, meanwhile im the only one who does wrong.
i can not understand.
i can not breathe, let alone live under this door mat they've laid over me.
my brain aches and my back hurts.
since the age of 12, my emotions have physically manifested themselves.
and still they refuse to see.
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