UPDATE

I honestly never know where to start with these things anymore.
and sadly Ive let a lot of people down with my random disappearances and I apologize.
But sometimes life strikes (HARD) unexpectedly and instinctively I melt into myself.
Fortunately im back up to speed, although im still in a terrible life crisis, Im making it.
Proudly.
i digress.

More than a few things have changed in my life since that last time we've spoken.
Ive moved.
I changed my number.
and my hair color.
School has been momentarily put on the back burner
because frankly at this point and time, its getting in the way.
Trust, i will return though because i am an avid fan of Higher Education
and Deeper Understanding.


a month ago i would have said these changes were all unfortunate and
happened too fast to comprehend but Im level headed again, and I feel fortunate
to be in the position i am.
Given, its not the BEST of situations, but im doing everything i can to come out of it.
My state of mind has been altered drastically
and my train of thought has reluctantly SLOWED.


No. I am not content.
Still, I can no longer dwell on the negative forces in my life.
No longer can I let them control me.
Ive regained consciousness, so no more will I be walking among the living dead.
I'm learning how to live, on my own terms in my own time.



again, i apologize about the short absence, but i Promise to try harder to keep
you all informed and up to date on the bullshit.



love forver and always,
brae.