over and over

I wanna wake up next to you & smell that smell inside your nook again.
I wanna feel your wordson my neck ,telling me secrets again.
I wanna feel whole again.
i wanna be a trohpy wife again.
I wanna hold hands again.
and go on long walks to no where again.
talking endlessly about things only Saedy would know of again.
I wanna  lay in bed with you
& laugh at absolutely
nothing of signifigance at the ass crack of dawn again.
I wanna feel you feeling me again.
I wanna play in your dreads again,
stroke them as we fall asleep again.
I wanna tell you storiesive already told you again,
and enjoy watching you react as if its the first time again.
I wanna make-out again,
you know run up on you randomly and ever so passionately, KISS you again.
I wanna shower with you again,
video record it on my phone and watch it over and over just to piss you off again.
I wanna say your name again.
have you answer me fully aware of the fact that
i have nothing to tell you again.
I wanna listen to you breathe again,
I wanna cook your everymeal again.
I wanna go back to us sharing everything again.
same cup. same plate same SPOON again.
I wanna make love in the movie theater and almost get caught again.
I just wanna be with you again:
but i cant. not right now.



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